Saturday, April 15, 2017

Honesty is the best policy. Is it valid ?

Why am I still blogging ?

Hmm. Maybe sometimes, it feels nice to talk to strangers. Though it's a one way conversation. Well, except if you leave a comment on my post. Haa. Not funny. I know. Ignore me.

I wasn't doing much today. It's FriYay ~~ hahaa. k stop it.

Just some house chores here and there. I did tried to start revising for final. But it only lasted for about 15 to 20 minutes ? HAHA SO GOOD, FAZ. WELL DONE ._. Better than nothing, I guess ? hm or no. Today was supposed to be a Fruitful Friday but hm. Sorry that I let you down, dear self ..

I guess that I'm going to leave this blogging thing real soon.

I had such a great time here. And it feels good to sometimes going down the memory lane, reading and reminiscing how I was doing back then, and how did I get here today. But you know, commitment is hard. I despise at the thought of abandoning my blog. However, I would be really happy if there are any of my contents that can be some kind of help to others. Who knows.

Back in high school, I used to be so into this blogging thing that I was willing to spend hours for the posts, for the layouts, learning the html codes etc ( now I can't even remember how to change this fairylike cursor to a normal one. *facepalm*). I guess enthusiasm can bring out so much in you.

Lately, I've learnt a lesson. It's about honesty.

Being honest with yourself actually feels good. But it's hard especially if it's your first time, opening up to yourself. And extra hard if you have an ego as high as the wall of China >< It is tough but it's for a better you. Who else will be at lost if you can't even be true to yourself other than you ?

Take a deep breath, open up, listen, accept. Slowly.

It is hard. I know.

And don't you think that life can be a bit more simple if people can just be more honest with themselves?

Cause once you open up, who knows what kind of surprises inside you that are waiting to be discovered :)

Another random rant. So boring, I know -,- Anyway, have a great day people ! May we find the inner peace within ourselves.

1 comment:

  1. Feeling the same, I mean not being able to commit with the blog but nanti kalau dah takde blog and teringin nak menulis nak bebel kat manaa? Hehehe I wish you don't give this up Fazyy :')

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