3 days prior to miniOsce

Hi everyone, assalamualaikum ! :)

Biasanya waktu-waktu getir macam ni, seorang faziera akan berada di twitter, merepek2 sebab terlalu anxious dah dekat sangat dengan exam tapi nak lawan nafsu malas tu haiyarghh haahhaa. Akan tetapi disebabkan seorang faziera telah pun broke up (dengan cara baik *kut) dengan twitter, maka here I am again.

KU SERU SEMANGAT STUDY ! T-T

seriously apa yang saya buat di sini .....

The journey is going to be tough, but you have to keep moving. Cause the moment you stop, you'll fall.

Ayuh serap semangat cycling 14km keliling the wall of Xi'an Old Town !




Pesanan penaja ; Oh, have you met Diana Aiman? We accidentally shared the same name so I call her 'kakak' even she's smaller than me :P She's one cute and multi-talented girl, you should get to know this interesting cute little girl :D


pss/ pray for me and my friends T_T miniOsce and Oral exam is coming in a few days! *pengsan

sweater weather

Hey,

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

How's your day? I hope it is great. Well, mine was em super great :P ahaaa it is what we actually call as guilty pleasure. It's the weekend but I didn't even read any lectures yet. Didn't even lift any page of that Browse book. Yeah, that is what we call the medical-student-syndrome (feeling guilty due to lack of studying). But today is an exception. With the gloomy weather, wrapping yourself up in a very comfortable blanket while watching a great movie. *heavy-breathing* That kind of weekend only comes once in a blue moon for a medical student. So, yeah, gonna appreciate it while it last hahahaa *still trying to justify my laziness luls

For this week, my group-mates and I didn't even have to take any history from the patients because we were in the outpatient department (clinics) YEAAAY what a great week with a great weekend ! Alhamdulillah :)


Okay, so I did said that I was gonna do a travelogue cause it's been a while isn't it? So here we go. Let's hear my Korea trip story.


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If I were to be given a chance to describe Korea in 1 word, it will be; AMAZING .

Especially Jeju Island. Yes, i fall in love with that very amazing Island. The cute and friendly ahjummas (aunties) , the tourist friendly tourism sites, and our cute genie (the name of our GPS that were installed in our rent car) who helped us reach anywhere that we wanted to go. Seoul is great, but Jeju is amazing. Maybe because of the stunning scenery that I've witnessed back in Jeju. SubhanAllah. The sea breeze. The smooth sand (Probably the smoothest sand that had ever touched my feet) Oh my :')

Or maybe because it's my very first road trip with my favorite girls :)

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But too bad, the internet is running real slow. It kills my mood. As there are too many pictures to be shared with everyone so I'll just continue writing this when my internet's line is better.

Sorry.

But I really hope you guys enjoy your weekend like I do < 3

kalau dunia pun Allah dah cipta seindah ni, apatah lagi syurga, ye dok ? 

tapi syurga bukan untuk orang malas, ok T_T

chilly Wednesday

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh. So, apa khabar ? Sihat ? Apa khabar diri? Apa khabar iman? Apa khabar exams? #EHH 

Its been weeks since my final exams started, and it becomes colder day by day, *gigil* tinggal lagi beberapa hari je sebelum mengembara ke Egypt a.k.a Mesir, bumi bersejarah. TAK SABAR ! InsyaAllah dengan izinnya, 

Oh, and tetiba tadi ada slight snow :DD (excited, budak yang tak pernah jumpa salji before)  and tetiba pulak exam Bio tangguh. Harap-harap before 18 lah sebab tarikh flight saya is on the 18th of January , and insyaAllah I will share my insyaAllah splendid moments there, with you guys, so please wait okay ;D


Tu je kut. Rasa macam dah lama sangat tak update. Well, tadi dengar 'I Will Be Right Here Waiting For You' by Richard Max tetiba rasa macam nak belajar main piano pulak . Well, its  in my list 'Things-to-do' after SPM, too bad I hadn't got time to do that due to PLKN == Its okay, PLKN was quite great. Heee.

One more, dah lama nak tukar layout ni. Lama sangat kann ? Tunggu lah saya habis exam nanti okay :)


Last but not least , yup . I miss Malaysia. Please wait for me in June okay, biidznillah :)

credit 

and the journey begins . 

ps/ well I think I just smiled to much didn't I ? =='

wake up darl,

َاَللَّهُمَّ مُصَرِّفَ الْقُلُوْبِ, صَرِّفْ قُلُوْبَنَا عَلَى طَا عَتِك
Ya Allah yang mengarahkan hati, arahkanlah hati-hati kami untuk taat kepadamu,

                                        اَللَّهُمَّ يَا مُقَلِّبَ الْقُلُوْبِ, ثَبِّتْ قَلْبِيْ عَلَى دِيْنِك
                     Wahai Rabb yang membolak-balikkan hati, teguhkanlah hatiku pada agamamu.


Bismillah, 
entry kali ini adalah sedikit random. sorry sangat-sangat sebab dah lama tak update. Wi-fi dekat sini macam biskut, kejap ada kejap tiada. well, of course thats not the main point.

Baru beberapa minggu melangkah ke alam Universiti dan sudah pun bergelar Attolibat fi Jamiah Teknologi wa Ulum, sannah uulaa, wa takhasus fi tibashari. It means; pelajar perempuan di University of Science and Technology, tahun satu, dan pengkhususan dalam perubatan awam.

Sebenarnya bukan baru-baru ini fikiran ini singgah di minda, iaitu bayangan tentang diri, dalam masa 10 tahun akan datang. Bila berfikir balik, hati ini menjadi gusar, tak tenang. Sanggupkah aku? Mampukah aku? Relakah aku? How about the people around me at that time? 

I don't know. Tak tahu lah. Should I change my takhasus? Taking dentistry instead of medicine? Gila kan? sorry , terguna harsh word pulak. Nope, tak lah gila sangat. Boleh je kalau budak medic nak tukar dentist tapi kena masa first semester je. Sebab masa first semester je subject kitorang sama. Lagipun medic 6 tahun, dentist 5 tahun.

Tapi Allah takkan bebankan hambanya dengan beban yang hambanya tak mampu galaskan? well, that's Faith I guess. Have a faith in Him.

Love for Allah:
A Lecture by Shaykh Zulfiqar Ahmad (db)

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The Effects of Love

The Holy Quran tells us that Allah loves intensely those who believe in Him. The depth of this love is directly proportional to the amount of faith a believer has in His Lord, and is inversely proportional to how strongly a believer will feel the difficulties he faces in his life. This means that a believer will be able to tolerate more difficulty and obstacles, the greater his love for Allah, and vice versa.

This is comparable to the case of a woman who has great desire in her heart to become a mother, and for this is willing to bear tremendous hardship. She is willing to carry a child inside her for nine months, suffering all kinds of ailments such as back pain and morning sickness. However, they are tolerable because she keeps her goal of becoming a mother in perspective. She is also aware of the possibility that complications can develop during labor that may lead to a lifetime of suffering, and also that there may be something wrong with the child that is born. In addition, she also knows that for the first few years she will have to be entirely devoted to the child, sacrificing rest and food for the sake of her baby. However, her intense desire of becoming a mother and love for the child overshadows all this and makes her burden easy for her to bear.

Hence love eases pain, so much so that we do not even consider a burden to be a difficulty or an inconvenience. Likewise, all difficulties, be they physical, financial, or otherwise, become easy for the believer when he has love for Allah in his heart. Moreover, the true believer even longs to make sacrifices for Allah, and is even willing to sacrifice his biggest asset, his life, for the sake of the Lord who blessed him with this gift in the first place. The sad truth is that we have not properly understood or inculcated true love for Allah in our hearts, and have been negligent of our duties to our Creator.

sumber: http://www.tasawwuf.org/writings/sermons/lovefor_allah.htm

yang penting ialah the hereafter. mardhatillah. Keredhaan Allah, yang hakiki yang abadi, yang kekal selamanya. InsyaAllah. Sama-sama kita cuba sedaya upaya ke arah mencapai keredhaannya. Amiin.

may this story motivates me, and you too readers :)